HEY EVERYONE PLEASE COME JOIN SCOTTY B AND ANGEL BENTON AT MICKYS TOMORROW NITE! AT 6PM FOR COCKTAILS WITH THE STARS!!! I MAY BE THERE IF YOUR LUCKY ;) LOL MANY PORN STARS MAY BE THERE COME JOIN THE FUN AND THE DRINKS THE GO GO DANCERS AND THE BARTENDERS OF COURSE!!! MY FAV IS KIETH!!!! HES FUCKING AWESOME!!

MUCH LOVE LEX SABRE XOXO

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OK I know I've said it before and I'll say it again I am soooo sorry that I am not up to speed with my blog. So enough of the same ole story and game right. Anyhow so hows everyone out there hope all is well a lot has happend since the last two months!! I am doing well as well as can be expected work has been crazy for me and hitting the gym as often as I can so I can look even hotter LOL. I thinK it was like almost two months ago when I was asked out on a date for dinner by this guy that met me in Long Beach at BoysRoom. So let me tell you about that. We chatted a few times via text message seemed like a cool guy. Anyhow we met up in Huntington Beach for dinner at some great Italian place. The conversation flowed and I did bring up the fact that I am not looking to date anyone right now since i was just recently hurt. He was cool with it. There was no awkward moments with him at all. Like I said the conversation flowed well enough! Even a friend of mine state it may look like I'll have Valetines date for the V-Day. I just laughed and said we'll see LOL

So I ended up asking my dear friend Kris out on date V-Day date. Totally as friends. What better person than Kris. He's hot, funny guy, sweet and more important a great friend of mine! Kris said yes and gave me a hug and a kiss. You all know Kris right lol he is well known in the WEHO and no not like that Ya Nastys!! Just like two years ago Andy Kirra and I went on a V-Day date it was awesome and we got drunk LOL. But this time I didn't get drunk that night. Kris and I hit up St. Felix and some food and a drink. I was all decked out; slacks, button down shirt with a tie and my heels I mean lol dress shoes...wait no I dont LOL or maybe I do. Kris was impressed that I was all clean cut and that I look really handsome awwwww lol That nigth was great! We where at super cherry pop and Kyler Coy was with me that night.



So since my heart was broken ( I know i sound dramatic) I decided to come back into the Porn buisness. I know its been a while since I filmed anything for that matter but hey I figured might as well go back to it again! So I had been contacted by Jeremy Hall from Clubjeremyhall.com I did three scenes for him I had fun! It was good to see him again it had been a long while since I seen him. I ended up working for this new site that just started so its kinda like broke straight boys but i guess its called Brokeassboys or something like that but it wasn't bad at all. I worked with Brodie Newport. As you know also I came back to Live and Raw and with Josh Hart. Now let me tell you about that! It has been almost 2 years since I did a live and raw none the less a Duo for the site! I was kinda nervous becasue 1. its been a while, 2. I think Josh Hart is cute! 3. I have a huge crush on him *blush. Are you kidding me i was blushing when he walked in the studio. The show went well! We had really good chemistry and boy can he kiss!! It was hot and bothered lol we had to take a break lol cause it was HOT!




Josh was nervous himself cause of my "size". I swear people think I am soooo big but I am not lol. Anyhow the penetration scene went well. He took it like a pro lol but he was like wow I felt the gurth of your dick and just started laughing. We jacked off for our money shot for the end of the live and raw. It felt good to be back again so to speak and I hope to do another live and raw again soon after all I was the king of live and raw lol lol ;)

So... its been about good almost over 2 months now regarding my "Break up" I don't know how to describe it but after 2 months or so I had a run in with the boy. The firs time it was a glance and distance but that was it. The 2nd time I had walked into HERE on a Sunday night and there he was there again and out of habbit I nodded and acknowledge his presence. Later that night I had run into his friend and we were chatting a bit and he ended up walking up to us and mind you I was not to happy about that but you know whatever right... I didn't acknowledge him none the less make eye contact with him or whatever really. I said my peace with his friend and I walked away. With in 15 minute we left HERE Lounge. So thats my "drama" lol so to speak. Like I said before Im just living life day by day back in the gym again since I was out of commission last week cause of a cold.

So I hope to come back at some full force in the Industry I know times are tough but I'll do what I can in order for me Lex Sabre to make his comeback!! We'll see. As for me dating Im not sure I am not opposed to it but at the same time I need to be cautious. I would be down to date Josh Hart but we'll see if he is interested in that way. Why not hes cute, funny, sweet and overall a great guy! What else am I missing here to tell you about lol I think I pretty much summed it up here with in the last two months! Next weekend is my Birthday and also the GAYVN AWARDS! So Ill be in San Francisco so if you see me around come say hi! I'll be with my buddy Josh Griffin! Don't be afraid say hi lol. Can't wait till next weekend I think I will be a big mess or a "S.A.M" LOL



TAKE CARE ALL!
MUCH LOVE
LEX SABRE XOXO

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HEY GUYS JUST WANTED T LET YOU KNOW WEDNESDAY MARCH 11TH AT 6PM PST LIVE AND RAW DUO WITH JOSH HART!! ITS BEEN OVER A YEAR SINCE IVE DONE A LIVE AND RAW AND IM EXCITED AND I HOPE ALL OF YOU OUT THERE ARE MEMBERS FOR LIVE AND RAW AND WATCH THE SHOW!!

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Wow.. has it been 3 weeks or so since I was all dramatic or melodramtic ;) I just wanted to blog today and give you an update and thank those who did read my blog and where concern for me regarding my dating or what I thought was going to be a dating situation. Like I said I am doing a lot better not to say I am fully healed but I am living my life day by day and making sure I do not feel sorry for myself or think about what happened. Well... at least I try not to that is lol I'm human I'm allowed to have my moments.If you all must know if I have ran into him I have not. Not hat I have made sure of it I guess I have just been lucky not to run into him. But I must say I could have actually. Just last Monday my good friend told me he was having a birthday cocktail gathering for his best friend a Drag Queen who won the WEHO Award! anyhow but ya I thought about going but I was so exhausted Monday evening that I did not have energy to drive to West Hollywood ok enough of the details.

Josh Griffin had sent me a instant message later that evening/night letting me know he was there at our friends place for the gathering and I thought to myself wow its a good thing I didn't go. Not that I was going to cause a scene but I would have said my peace to my friends and walked out. Now most of you are probably thinking Im letting this guy win if I show up and hes there. In reality I am not I just need to see him and have a breakdown but anyhow enough of that. Josh Griffin informed me that the boy was acting oh.... I bit akward which I found interesting. But I figured it out. But I wont go all Dr. Phil on you but Im sure you all can figure it out regarding as to Josh senseing the awkardness... like phermones lol.

So Wednesday night comes around and I figured well I guess I could go out tonite... So I called up my good friend Kyler Coy to join me cause apparently the night before Scotty Boardman informed that it was Blake Rileys B-day party at St. Felix not to mention I was gonna stop by Numbers as well to see how Josh's and Jason's night is going! So as I was drving up PR from CC1R Andrew Moore called me to see where in sam hell I was lol. Anyhow I get to WEHO and we walk to St. Felix and we said Happy Birthday to Blake and we saw Chi Chi there who by the way looks fab!!!! and also saw Collin O'Neal HMMHMMMM! ;) Andy and had two cocktails there before he ended up going home and Kyler and I end up going to Numbers with Jeremy Bilding who stop by St. Felix! Love him!! He is such a great guy to hang out with!!

So we stop by at Numbers looks like it was a happening place when we got there. Chi Chi and Collin and been there as well. I end up seeing Tory Mason, Mario Cruz, Beau Marcos and Josh Hart now how cute is he. Josh Hart is CockyBoy exclusive new I would say. He remembered when we last met which was about 2 weeks ago or so. At one point of the night I ened up following him towards the back where the restrooms are at. We where chatting for a bit and then he was like so did you follow me back here cause of you wanted some of this and he pulled me in and we started making out! And i was like OH SNAP! This boy was good! You all know how I am with my kissing lol!! We made out for a bit and stopped didnt want to get caught just yet or have the gay gossip start: Whats this Lex Sabre and Josh Hart... Its like really you make out with someone and there goes the neighborhood. So at one point of the night I did ask Josh if he would like to hang out sometime with no expectations. He said he is cool with that.

Mind you we made Josh Griffin put ona Happy Birthday Prince Hat on from Blake and had T-Ball take a photo of it LOL I love it. That was Blakes wish for his b-day! LOL So Kyler and I left Numbers and walked to HERE. Grab another drink and we just hung out for a bit. Ran into Thiago just the cutest Brazlian I have ever met :) and saw hot dancer Kris (as I like to call him) you know him as Josh Griffins ex-b/f. Kyler and I ran into Phillip Ashton and OMG that boy can just scream like no ones business when he sees me LOL its like: *screams high pitch and yells out OMG its Lex Sabre and puts his head down as if he flips his hair and puts in a bun... well you have to just watch it in real life see what I mean when he does this!! LOL

I swear the phermones where just flowing for me this week cause as I went to BoysRoom this friday I had some Daddy cop guy... yes a daddy and a cop how hot is that! all over me he was a friend of a guy I dance with in Weho and MJs. Apparently his name is John and he loves the latins lol go figure and I do like the white guys go figure there... imagine that ;) lol but then of course why does there have to be a one of those messes that decided to try to speak to you but you can understand messy, drunk tragric hot mess... well you get my point. Anyhow to spare you the details at one point this fucker decided to twist my nipple and thats no no in my book. I told him to stop then out of nowhere he does it again about 10 min later and grab his fingers bent them back and said if you do not that one more time I will make sure your fingers are broken and I know for sure Ill be kicked out of this club! pushed him away and continued on. His friend came up to me (mind you the friend was a bit cute)and apologized for his friend. So right at last call the guy who said sorry for his friend; his name is Shawn boldly says so am I going to get your number. I was like OH SNAP! Now that was ballsy ;) and very cute at the same time. I said sure. He seemed liked a cool guy and he was not drunk lol. As for the Cop Daddy guy I lost him at one point but he was on the prowl like he wanted to take me home so I can do him cause he asked if I was a top or bottom LOL.

I think thats pretty much it on my update! No photos but I did write does that count a bit. It was great week and even though I only wen to the gym like once that week I still felt good about myself after those incidents with those guys! :) I went to the gym finally yesterday and now I am about to go I dont want to start the pattern when I dont go and I say I'll go the next day then I dont... Hell No! Ive been doing well not gonna stop now! OK thats my vent for the day.

Much Love guys!!
Lex Sabre xoxo

P.S.Can I be gay for like a few seconds. So Thursday morning I was getting ready for work and David Archuletas new song came on VH-1 and... well I liked it I know I know I know GAY!!!
But in way it hits home ish of what happened to me but hey Im sure we all have been there before! Don't Judge me!!! Just listen to the song or look up the lyrics!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sx0Vetq1sb4

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YA.... SO I COULD NOT STOP LAUGHING YIKES!! I DO HOPE SHES OK (AS I KEEP LAUGHING)
LEX SABRE XOXO

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Need I say more... These guys are fucking hillarious!

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Current Music: YOU TUBE

So I guess I found my anthem regarding my situation. You would think that I would probably have "So What" as my song... but nope I actually found this song although its an oldy but it was covered by New Found Glory but orginally by Go West. I'm going to post both vids/songs. So ya this is my anthem and as the song goes: "I'll get over you I know I will" ;)
Much love guys!
Lex Sabre xoxo
P.S. I added the lyrics as well :)





I don't need to fall at your feet
Just 'cause you cut me to the bone
And I won't miss the way that you kiss me
We were never carved in stone
If I don't listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself...

I'll get over you... I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking
I am the king of wishful thinking

I refuse to give in to my blues
That's not how it's going to be
And I deny the tears in my eyes
I don't want to let you see... no
That you have made a hole in my heart
And now I've got to fool myself...

I'll get over you... I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking...
I'll get over you... I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking

I will never, never shed a tear for you
I'll get over you

If I don't listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself...

I'll get over you... I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking
I'm the king of wishful thinking
I'll get over you... I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
But I won't shed a tear for you
I'll be the king of wishful thinking
I'll get over you...
I'll pretend my heart's still beating
'Cause I've got no more tears for you
I'm the king of wishful thinking...
I'll get over you... I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking

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Where's my will
Can I find a way
The earth is wild
And I can't sit still
A familiar sound
A familiar voice
Makes it so hard to make a choice
I don't know if I should stay
A thousand stops
You will have my word
I'm bright enough to fill these cracks
A familiar place
A familiar voice
Makes it so hard to make a choice
I don't know if I should stay
I ran to you like water
I threw my body in
And I'll stand up on the ocean
Just to show you that I'm strong
What if I am wrong
A familar look
A familiar smile
Makes it so hard to make a choice
I don't know if I should stay....
Away

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