Wow.. has it been 3 weeks or so since I was all dramatic or melodramtic ;) I just wanted to blog today and give you an update and thank those who did read my blog and where concern for me regarding my dating or what I thought was going to be a dating situation. Like I said I am doing a lot better not to say I am fully healed but I am living my life day by day and making sure I do not feel sorry for myself or think about what happened. Well... at least I try not to that is lol I'm human I'm allowed to have my moments.If you all must know if I have ran into him I have not. Not hat I have made sure of it I guess I have just been lucky not to run into him. But I must say I could have actually. Just last Monday my good friend told me he was having a birthday cocktail gathering for his best friend a Drag Queen who won the WEHO Award! anyhow but ya I thought about going but I was so exhausted Monday evening that I did not have energy to drive to West Hollywood ok enough of the details.

Josh Griffin had sent me a instant message later that evening/night letting me know he was there at our friends place for the gathering and I thought to myself wow its a good thing I didn't go. Not that I was going to cause a scene but I would have said my peace to my friends and walked out. Now most of you are probably thinking Im letting this guy win if I show up and hes there. In reality I am not I just need to see him and have a breakdown but anyhow enough of that. Josh Griffin informed me that the boy was acting oh.... I bit akward which I found interesting. But I figured it out. But I wont go all Dr. Phil on you but Im sure you all can figure it out regarding as to Josh senseing the awkardness... like phermones lol.

So Wednesday night comes around and I figured well I guess I could go out tonite... So I called up my good friend Kyler Coy to join me cause apparently the night before Scotty Boardman informed that it was Blake Rileys B-day party at St. Felix not to mention I was gonna stop by Numbers as well to see how Josh's and Jason's night is going! So as I was drving up PR from CC1R Andrew Moore called me to see where in sam hell I was lol. Anyhow I get to WEHO and we walk to St. Felix and we said Happy Birthday to Blake and we saw Chi Chi there who by the way looks fab!!!! and also saw Collin O'Neal HMMHMMMM! ;) Andy and had two cocktails there before he ended up going home and Kyler and I end up going to Numbers with Jeremy Bilding who stop by St. Felix! Love him!! He is such a great guy to hang out with!!

So we stop by at Numbers looks like it was a happening place when we got there. Chi Chi and Collin and been there as well. I end up seeing Tory Mason, Mario Cruz, Beau Marcos and Josh Hart now how cute is he. Josh Hart is CockyBoy exclusive new I would say. He remembered when we last met which was about 2 weeks ago or so. At one point of the night I ened up following him towards the back where the restrooms are at. We where chatting for a bit and then he was like so did you follow me back here cause of you wanted some of this and he pulled me in and we started making out! And i was like OH SNAP! This boy was good! You all know how I am with my kissing lol!! We made out for a bit and stopped didnt want to get caught just yet or have the gay gossip start: Whats this Lex Sabre and Josh Hart... Its like really you make out with someone and there goes the neighborhood. So at one point of the night I did ask Josh if he would like to hang out sometime with no expectations. He said he is cool with that.

Mind you we made Josh Griffin put ona Happy Birthday Prince Hat on from Blake and had T-Ball take a photo of it LOL I love it. That was Blakes wish for his b-day! LOL So Kyler and I left Numbers and walked to HERE. Grab another drink and we just hung out for a bit. Ran into Thiago just the cutest Brazlian I have ever met :) and saw hot dancer Kris (as I like to call him) you know him as Josh Griffins ex-b/f. Kyler and I ran into Phillip Ashton and OMG that boy can just scream like no ones business when he sees me LOL its like: *screams high pitch and yells out OMG its Lex Sabre and puts his head down as if he flips his hair and puts in a bun... well you have to just watch it in real life see what I mean when he does this!! LOL

I swear the phermones where just flowing for me this week cause as I went to BoysRoom this friday I had some Daddy cop guy... yes a daddy and a cop how hot is that! all over me he was a friend of a guy I dance with in Weho and MJs. Apparently his name is John and he loves the latins lol go figure and I do like the white guys go figure there... imagine that ;) lol but then of course why does there have to be a one of those messes that decided to try to speak to you but you can understand messy, drunk tragric hot mess... well you get my point. Anyhow to spare you the details at one point this fucker decided to twist my nipple and thats no no in my book. I told him to stop then out of nowhere he does it again about 10 min later and grab his fingers bent them back and said if you do not that one more time I will make sure your fingers are broken and I know for sure Ill be kicked out of this club! pushed him away and continued on. His friend came up to me (mind you the friend was a bit cute)and apologized for his friend. So right at last call the guy who said sorry for his friend; his name is Shawn boldly says so am I going to get your number. I was like OH SNAP! Now that was ballsy ;) and very cute at the same time. I said sure. He seemed liked a cool guy and he was not drunk lol. As for the Cop Daddy guy I lost him at one point but he was on the prowl like he wanted to take me home so I can do him cause he asked if I was a top or bottom LOL.

I think thats pretty much it on my update! No photos but I did write does that count a bit. It was great week and even though I only wen to the gym like once that week I still felt good about myself after those incidents with those guys! :) I went to the gym finally yesterday and now I am about to go I dont want to start the pattern when I dont go and I say I'll go the next day then I dont... Hell No! Ive been doing well not gonna stop now! OK thats my vent for the day.

Much Love guys!!
Lex Sabre xoxo

P.S.Can I be gay for like a few seconds. So Thursday morning I was getting ready for work and David Archuletas new song came on VH-1 and... well I liked it I know I know I know GAY!!!
But in way it hits home ish of what happened to me but hey Im sure we all have been there before! Don't Judge me!!! Just listen to the song or look up the lyrics!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sx0Vetq1sb4

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